Things are getting a little better , as I have accepted the here and now , for now. I have received my first disability check , which will help defer some of these bills. The Hospital is already looking for payment. ( It was a big deal in the newspaper about taking care of payments firsthand from the area Hospitals) Like I carry $18,000 in my back pocket. I told the lady over the phone "How about I pay you $10,000 upfront for the heart attack I'm going to have a year from now."
I'll just have to take this stuff one day at a time. It ain't easy. But of course , nothing ever has been handed down to me on a silver platter in my lifetime.
I'm getting pretty good on crutches these days. I've had to use them before. Same leg. Crushed my ankle on a large cc Yamaha moto-cross bike back in 83'? (I realized after that accident that Jack Daniels and 357's [speeders] Don't mix with bike.
That's all I got for now... it's been raining the last 12 hours. Speed.

"Sometimes ya' gotta hold a candle to the devil."